Tuesday, March 10, 2009

let it go

Let it go

(dont let it go away) cuz I’m not ready to go
(dont let it go away) cuz I’m not ready to go
But what if I’m mistaken (no your not)
But what if I was right (just let it goes away)

(dont let it go away) no I’m ready to let it go
(dont let it go away) no I’m ready to let it go
Need your memories not to flown
Feel the pleasure I’m afraid I couldn’t own

(dont let it go away) can you slow it down
(dont let it go away) can you wait till dawn
Excites me for one more time
Or sad me for last the time

(Just let it goes away) maybe I’m not ready to go
(Just let it goes away) maybe I’m not ready to go

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Hello you are welcome invited to Hafizah Sapuan’s journal in first two month of 2008

First of all I know supposedly akma yg start dulu. But since she is serving for the national service, I decided to ganti her for this part.

It’s 2008. And we are eighteen, the years that most of people might look forward thru it and I’m one of them. Haha. J Hey skrg kite dah lapas belas tahun. Dah mcm2 bende kite blh wat scre legal!. Such hmm..umm… ok currently I’m thinking like apa benda baik yg blh kita when we are 18…but apparently I cant found any. The things that kept appearing in my mind is smoking! Watch porn show, maybe kebebasan! Huh semuanye tak baik..well at least you can have your license! Yay! Tapi itu saya dah buat masa high school dulu. So looks like I have nothing exciting thing to do after school. High school.

High school. Wah dah hamper 10 tahun kita dah bersekolah. Once we use to be fergile, very vulnerable to dangers but now we’re big. And soon we will be an adult. Wow that’s scary. And about that I’ll talk about it later..now we are so fucking young! Enjoy it!

So officially I’m already eighteen. Febraury the first…(ni khas utk syazwan bday saya 1 feb la!) was my birthday. Nothing fancy, just simple. I’m talking about the day on my birthday. I told my parents I don’t want to celebrate my birthday like to fancy and stuff like they did when I was 17. its not like I’m not appreciating it(btw, thanks sgt2 kat kwn2 sy yg dah susah payah wat surprise party kat saya dulu) but I just don’t feel it. So told them I just want to go out with my family and have dinner together. I also bring my closes friends, raihan hatira and atikah.

It was nice. And we all had a very good time together. Ok maybe korg akan glance to the next page cuz korg akan kata aik boring ar Hafizah cite pasal birthday die lak! But actually saya nak cite kat korg yg pada hari tu saya tersedar sesuatu perkara. That is “Simplicity”.

Lately ni saya lihatkan semua org terkejar-kejarkan sesuatu. Kekayaan, kemasyuran, kesenangan, kebahgiaan, kemenangan! It occurs to all the people around us. And yes I’m talking about you guys. Masa kita kat high school dulu. Semua orang sibuk dgn SPM. Belajar belajar belajar. For the sake of your future!

Future? Masa depan yg korg sendiri pun x pasti sama ada korg berjaya ke x.Saya pun bercita-cita tinggi.

Sky is blue but it start to gloom
When you’re not in the room
Dust shattered in my broom
Pain I feel
Why don’t you make appeal?
And I will jump and heal
Why your not here?

Color changing hue
People changing too
But we will stick to
End off time you promised
But why owh why
when you were walking by
and I was saying hye
you won’t reply?

Go you go you go away
Out from my way
Why you ran away?
Sorry dear I know I was wrong
Why can’t we get along?
And be so strong

Friday, February 20, 2009

favourite picture. so old so new

saya dah bercadang lama nak buat bende ni.

saya sedar akan bende bile saya tengah nak cube mengemas laptop busuk ku ini..haha!

so for a start on my new blog i decide to put same of my fav momoent with all the loves one!